“In order to be free, we must learn how to let go.  Release the hurt. Release the fear.  Refuse to entertain your old pain.  The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.”
— Mary Manin Morrissey

Are you able to forgive and let go?  Have you considered it?  If you have the ability and readiness, I encourage you to ‘let it go’.  Keeping it with you just wears you down and consumes your energy and not in a healthy way.  Once you are able to ‘let go’, then you will feel liberated and able to move forward.